It's amazing how god's beuaty is even more surreal to me,
when you actually give yourself a chance to be a human,
and not some droid. To stare at clouds and stars, so delicately peppered
or fluffed into aesthetic beauty, to listen to waves and feel a connected
compelling parallel emotion & think of your own soul as being the sand to which
is being impacted, so dualistic in nature to hold firm as whole, yet be individual
particles that take form when wet. To look and pick flowers and actually feel hurt from stealing
beauty from a spot fond of its fruit & bearings. But to feel selfish enough to keep such beauty as if it were your permanent own."