Monday, October 25, 2010

Friday, October 15, 2010


where shall we go?

"look at me oh look at me is this the way i'll always be
oh no, oh no
now i pray that somebody will quickly come and kidnap me
oh no, oh no
everyday i lie awake and pray to god today's the day
oh no, oh no
here i am oh here i am oh when will someone understand?
oh no, oh no


Tuesday, October 12, 2010


i guess i hate that i care.
if i don't i dont at all..


what is the



Monday, October 11, 2010

i was thinking about it...

once again im stuck between different decisions..
its a usual
but the thing is
the are many different scenarios
ones right.
the others are just possibilities.
unfortunately, my minds flooded with them.

how can one fish out the answer?


Friday, October 8, 2010

er' time

the crisp of the air fills my lungs,
theres a touch a cold when you breath deeply.
Fall is an >inbetween<>
But symbolically, the fall represents a time in which things fall of trees
and eventually grow back. A state of renewal..

light hoodies, jackets, and multi-colored warm textures..
everywhere i look, i see a california license plate, or someone whose from there?
IS that were i look to next?

sometimes, i wish to be auto-piloted to my next destination..
i get that feeling..and i never know if its right..but to just pick up and explanations.
no phone calls..

p.s. I miss you as well..not you, but YOU. I didn't forget about you..

Saturday, October 2, 2010

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside."
-- Rumi

Friday, October 1, 2010

maybe its me

maybe im selfish, and maybe i bite off more than i can chew, the sad part is..
i haven't choked to learn my lesson yet.