Saturday, September 26, 2009

sometimes,in some ways

i wish god didn't believe in me as much, cause those days tend to be harder. But thats what life can be about, at least sometimes. Trying to climb to the lighter path, only to be put on a darker one as a test.

Friday, September 25, 2009


yeah..i have been there i know exactly how the story ends..and maybe im not proud of that..

* and as a friendly reminder i don't always believe you get what you dream of, maybe some form of it might exist, but thats just it, that something that reminds you of the dream you have, thats what you end up settling with.

come back to the ground.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

im starting to wonder about this thing i created...

because usually in order to put something should know how to dismantle it..

"your problems are on the table, you just gotta take the next step to fixing them- if you want"

*practice what I preach..i should

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

curiosity killed the cat... lucky for you

it might have 9 lives

it might be time for something new soon...


Monday, September 21, 2009

full circles be on the same channel....sometimes whether or not your realize create inspiration for me more than you know....

"im just tired of all the interference"


Wednesday, September 16, 2009


sitting in this stupid library has taught me a few never print on the wrong printer, that i can fix the backup better than the librarian here, and to sit down and think about things in a quite place. (cause our starbucks just isn't cutting it) but anyway i have class in about a 20 mins, so lets get things poppin'. I went to cNu today and realized that its just not for me, needless to say i felt uber inferior to the admissions officer. I cant stand snobby people and well it seemed whether or not people tried to hide it, you could smell it....i've been trying to get this ball rolling with school and decided i might just go to ODU. Im hoping that if thats a place i don't need to be at though, god would let me know that Veeerrry soon. So i could save some time and well, alot of money...I was thinking i should go to VCU but i dont know if i want to now. Im thinking i need to go up there pretty soon too. Amongst all this, ive been really aware of the people that god has been putting into my life nowadays. ANd due to a current discussion i've have about friends lately, i have learned to appreciate these people more. Im guessing i have a wave of new things and transformations coming my way. (this is probably the first full posting ive done)

"i hope you have an idea...cause im running out"


Monday, September 14, 2009

whats the worst that can happen? EV ER Y TH IN G

we both playing the same game.

Sunday, September 13, 2009




to the person who made this...or at least the creator above who made this person to even put this into idea and...dammit! its amazing

e.v.i.l. is live backw3rds

i find myself between q&a because i cant tell if my questions are being answered, and what i need is the right now. of course i have the future for different needs and possibly different answers, but of course thats to different questions...
so why are you here? and why does it lead back to you?

or am i missing my stop? and maybe these warnings aren't mirages..but truth

why do i even have to question it?

*"my predictions are the only things i have..."

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Everyone is a moon,
and has a dark side
which he never shows to anybody."

when they break

please say you have a plan...cause im running out of ideas...

"when the levees broke.."

Sunday, September 6, 2009

campy campin'

i cannot tell you how much fun this weekend was, good people

good times. good fights( sorry morgs..). and meeting branches while canoeing..

and i've actually ate steak! 2x this weekend.. and to top it off with a cookout wit mah other fam!

great times!


"yeah, sound like a big problem"
it sounds like nothing but that same song.

maybe i just don't see what its in front of me,
maybe im already caught in the web, but stuck in a trance by the beautiful art of the web, sedated by the glisten of the dew stuck on each strand, awaiting to be devoured.


maybe theres nothing left to wonder, but to go further.

I dont like either...


so as i stared at the fire i couldnt help but to find my soul wanting to seek someway out... but really from what?

these fires burn slowly,
opposed to the beautiful bright violent ones.

mine burns slow,and
your nothing but the wind that either builds it up..
or blows it out

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

theres alot of switching around lately? Should i brace myself or am i expecting the worse when really it might be a good thing?

i wish i could rewind back and fast already know what happens next...

p.s. im starting to get annoyed by you


your veerrry bad for me....
and some people know it.