Monday, August 6, 2012


The sky could be blue, could be grayWithout you I just slide awayThe sky could be blue, I don't mindWithout you it's a waste of time

Friday, May 18, 2012

faqs about me

Truth is there are things about me i don't like to share however this stands..

i don't like being or feeling left out, considering i never leave anyone out of my plans. (theres exceptions)

i don't trust easily, but when i do, don't play.

If i can't trust your word, your in a coma to me.

I've learned that paths cross, and always make it around for round 2, the climax, usually spontaneous and unexpected. 

Tuesday, May 8, 2012


Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
— Bob Marley

Thursday, March 1, 2012


it seems that everyone is leaving.
I can't help but wonder when my time would come in the sun.
I always talk of risks but have not taken any...
for fear of collapse because of lack of $

I guess thats where risk and faith can level out.

Not to tie

but i can't seem to get these two metaphors out of my head:

"its as if you are god's arrow, and the only way for him to use you is to perfect his shot, by perfecting YOU, his arrow"
"other wise, it won't be able to shoot straight, and therefore there is no progression"


"god prunes away the bad branches in order to grow newer, thicker ones"

maybe all along you were a good, a sweet, that turned something rotten.
i'm sorry i let you get there.



its been awhile since i believed in you.

I guess because of either foreshadowing or forecasting.

Theres always talk of forgiveness,

but i guess things work as they will.

or won't.