Saturday, May 30, 2009


"beat me up,
at least you won't be out of touch
if you're such a poet,
Use your tongue and show it"

open your eyes

so i totally worked  12 hours def a lil delirious..theres this girl at work named avis who totally had me rollin at work.."CCCCCRaaaaaaaaaannnberray juice"..
its good to know that im finally off, now its time to edit some photos, maybe finally watch that movie, maybe just go to sleep, its totally funny how addicted i've gotten to working out..i think i must have thought about it at least 40x today. among other things...

what wonderful webs we weave...

Friday, May 29, 2009

clark cable

I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?


make believe

"its like i feel i gotta start my life, and i keep being pushbacked by others who haven't..."

lets make believe
lets make a plan
really, really?

Thursday, May 28, 2009

if i knew what i know now

if i would have known half the things i know now..i would've been in a waaaaay better place. I found my mind playing out different scenarios, and one thing else i noticed is. It's hard to keep my attention focused on one thing for too long...maybe thats my problem..But things happen they way the were supposed to...if not i wouldn't be who i be...i'm sorry i suck as a friend sometimes, i expect you to show you care too much because im too scared out being the only one.....


"is it bad that all evidences support your theory"

"'s bad that i already know how things are going to play out"

it seems as though i have been flashing my light  to bright, and now what i thought i wanted i found myself stuck just confused.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


i always expect more than what i discovered....

hello morning


"sometimes...just seeing things after the storm....thats when you see the real things"

i can hate you for sometimes knowing the truth....haha

"i know i lost you..."

ill pick you up..
if you want

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

-h +and!

i just realized how i didn't finish anything i was really saying in the other blog so here's a few random things

-im addicted to working out lately
-i like octopus 
-I like plaid alot lately
-i hate when customers come into starbucks 10 mins before we close
-i keep saying im going to try to stop cussing
-i can never get enough of mgmt
-i really want purple vans.
-i cant stay in one place for too long
-maybe that wasn't so true
-im a lil scared

birth anew

The sky CRACKED and boom! this blog was born! haha...i figured im tired of writing on facebook and here i be. so soo so....todays was a party at chris's. I don't know whats gotten into me lately? I have been very "off with his head"-ish. I just reached a point in which i feel like everyone needs to start acting they're age. Im not talking about no one in-particular im saying though, we are only getting older. One thing i do need to stop doing is been so brash with my comments. What happened to the days in which i thought about what i did before i did them? haha..emo already and im just getting started!  Maybe its just at hoping as for this other thing. it's not.

"i cant decide what i want.....eeevvvvvver!"

so lets take steps right, riiight?