Sunday, January 31, 2010

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

bleh


'sometimes being personal with someone who isn't trying to be, makes it more personal'

when something falls out of place, i take my time i put it back...




thesewords
don'tmean
asmuch
until
written
down
theybecome
lessabstract
andmore
concrete.



itsfunny

how things actually work out..

that something that is negative in your life brings (sometimes) positive reinforcement.

i met some pretty cool and chill people today.

i might have lost(?) someone who i THOUGHT was cool...but minusing one gave me 8.

thanks.

lssblrryk


it's leaving me....

and this time im flying.
the weights are not limiting my flight.
and the lights aren't blinding.


* i know you have me, in your arms.
i feel your warmth.
lets talk this walk.
lets take this walk.



thingaregettingalittlelessblurry.

Monday, January 25, 2010


Come Real

or

dont fuckin' step at all.

)TRUStorwie(


*lets be honest..honestly

lets go back to being who YOU really are, and not who YOU really aren't

Friday, January 22, 2010

truthandlies?

easier maybe.

better no..


give in.


"i know your tired of that situation..
it sucks.
so i know you can't wait to change it"

if your only knew.
sometimes.
but you do.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

tying knots

im tired of tying my tongue
cause biting on it
makes it bleed to0 much.

my mouths' been painted a bright red
from putting up.

im tired of taking baby steps
because you always tied my shoes together
without me looking, and eating the pavement.

tired. of running into walls.
stubborn, hard walls.
that take hostage, and withold li
es, and keep selfish roaming around like a rabid dog.

the thing is,

WeAllWantOurCakeAndEatIt.

Little did we know this piece had too much.

*show me, cut me open. Sever these ports that lead to no where, and replace them with vital connections.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

i *(dontthinkthisisagoodidea)

may*(not)

have

to let

GO!

i hate to say it, but this is your fault. Without you, there would be no need. You are the constricting factor.
you squeeze.
you seize.
you push.
i fall.
then we fall.
you sprout wings?
i fall.
i keep falling.
this spiral.
it has a beginning
there is no end.


Friday, January 1, 2010

daisy


Well if we take all these things and we bury them fast And we'll pray that they turn into seeds, to roots and then grass It'd be all right, it's all right, it'd be easier that way Or if the sky opened up and started pouring rain Like he knew it was time to start things over again It'd be all right, it's all right, it'd be easier that way


this year came in with a new bang!

this should be the best year of my life