pressure

IT wasn't till i met you,

well sort of

i didn't want to be too close ( i have a problem with intimacy)

I was made for people.

For adventure,

for images.

However,

my conflicting self hates

the ugly the we all

as people have the ability to create ugly.

I guess in my head, before i got to the point,

i decided to stop going that route.

Its comforting at first, but its not always the right thing.

I was MADE for people,

I guess that means both good AND bad.

~Your topsy-turvy,

your words twist,

but your actions speak

repeat.

But whats the point in rolling with the punches

as if they are more a form of self-affliction

and not so much an accepting product.

Whats the point in being open, when eventually things will be closed

Unfortunately the walls being built, but i want to pull you over

IHATETHAT~

Your enemy even says to just "love you"