Day18- The person i wish i could be

Dear Person,

I would want to know everything before it happened. I wish that I never got myself into situations because I care toooo much. I wish I could let things roll of my shoulders (its hard sometimes), I wish I got big tips because I smiled nice. I wish people didn't have to tell me everything, I wish i could buy people i love whatever they wanted. I wish I could say how i really feel, instead of acting like certain people don't mean shit, or their feelings for that matter. I wish i could write terrifically, that people would have eyegasms every time they read my stuff or saw my photos. I wish I could stop pretending, but i also wish i could pretend. (Maybe things will be easier then). I wish I spent enough time with everybody. I wish I could get paid for my thoughts, I wish i could not get distracted easily. I wish I could finish a book with one day, I wish I knew all the answers. I wish i could be settled. I wish i didnt think as much.