im sorry

i feel like i fell of track..

ill be there soon

wish

where shall we go?

"look at me oh look at me is this the way i'll always be

oh no, oh no

now i pray that somebody will quickly come and kidnap me

oh no, oh no

everyday i lie awake and pray to god today's the day

oh no, oh no

here i am oh here i am oh when will someone understand?

oh no, oh no

"-p.p.

erase me

my homie

hate

i guess i hate that i care.

unfortunately

if i don't i dont at all..

serious.

what is the

middle

ground?

i was thinking about it...

once again im stuck between different decisions..

its a usual

but the thing is

the are many different scenarios

ones right.

the others are just possibilities.

unfortunately, my minds flooded with them.

how can one fish out the answer?

richmond!

er' time

the crisp of the air fills my lungs,

theres a touch a cold when you breath deeply.

Fall is an >inbetween<>

But symbolically, the fall represents a time in which things fall of trees

and eventually grow back. A state of renewal..

light hoodies, jackets, and multi-colored warm textures..

everywhere i look, i see a california license plate, or someone whose from there?

IS that were i look to next?

sometimes, i wish to be auto-piloted to my next destination..

i get that feeling..and i never know if its right..but to just pick up and go..no explanations.

no phone calls..

p.s. I miss you as well..not you, but YOU. I didn't forget about you..

"I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside."
-- Rumi

maybe its me

maybe im selfish, and maybe i bite off more than i can chew, the sad part is..

i haven't choked to learn my lesson yet.