sun*

*bea tea dub...the donut was F*ckn bangin!

interpert

(while listening to sweet disposition)

headphones.

zoey daschanel.

blue eyes.

train rides.

silhouettes.

film.

sun baked skin.

time lapsed photography.

falling.hard. onto love.

speeding so fast its slow motion.

beginnings of summer, warms nights.

wine.

lips touching.

smiles.

inside jokes.

leaps inside a ocean.

clear water.

surface.

reflections.

r.o.BOTIC

i am constantly amazed at your design.

you can either lead to destructions or

to beautiful landscapes.

your exterior is a beauty

but theres not much foundation inside.

your hollow,

who is your creator?

he must of built you with tears and

regret.

a dash of love,

you must of been his last invention

and you press on in his darkness.

with a strong heart.

ride

stop.

this is getting to crazy.

your games, this ride.

its making me dizzy.

i thought it would be fun.

that colors would soar around me

but this familiar feeling makes my stomach

queasy.

you thought it would be fun,

but now im turning blue.

and its from seeing the sight of you,

and this ride, and these games.

i thought i would be fun...

knots, ties, and webs

the difference between knots is you could almost always get them out. every once in a while

a repetitive movement will result in a knot. Somtimes you have to try hard to pull it but eventually it will come undone.

ties come from intentionally tying something to make sure it doesnt come undone.

When you tie something, you make sure it doesn't (or at least make sure) that it supports.

but for the most part it comes apart only to be tied again.

Webs are there to be intricately designed, and placed in a nice spot so when the time is right

you get caught up in it, its hard to get out.

hopefully before the things that made it

devour you..

g.

this is our reality

for there is a reason that our souls connect on so many levels.

our fat3s intertwine like the ropes we use to pull to keep our boats afloat.

i wish i could change your scenery because you deserve better.

and im learning better.

i need an intervention

something inside me calls for alot more..

i want to get lost in your imagination

i could lay there on a purple beach

and stare at horizon.

we could draw among the stars and the moon.

we could sail amongst the waves and the follow the direction of the ocean.

we would discover new lands.

My soul has been calling for adventure...

maybe its to reach higher heights.

maybe its to see things from a different perspective

maybe its to get a new perspective by seeing new things..

whatever it is.

my soul calls for it and so does my camera lens..

i thought of this

"we are the thieves of the night..stealing the summer sun"

while riding in car, i thought about this summer.

theres alot i want to do,

theres alot of changing i got to do.

until then things might just get worse.

im done with certain things, and sometimes certain people

i thought about the quote above

and then thought about theres something about seeing the summer sun at dusk.

theres this feeling i felt

theres something about the sun and its rays

the summer and its warmth at night

and city lights

smooth jazz playing in the back

or some instrumental rock with a banging guitar solo.

i feel its somewhere in california.

"the most beautiful things in life are mysterious"

clarity

love is a dangerous thing

to walk on a tight rope

its something i cant fathom

but its huge

it hugs corner to corner

i am a person who thinks

often too much

its been a while

its a calculation

i haven't thought of solving

its a long walk and finally when i sit...we sit across from each other

*you and me, we share equal aspects

there are alot experiences id like to share

its like crossing the line---the caution tape

only problem is..

and sometimes, your my savior

you just dont know it yet

"moment of honesty, someones got to take the lead tonight, whose it gonna be?"

db.

well its been almost 2 years ive known this kid and now he 22..

its funny how things change.

happy bday bro

blowing up

today since 6 am may have been one of the most irritating days, i haven't felt that pissed in while.

When the enemy knows your weaknesses, they are hit more harder than usual

when it rains for me..it pours.

my umbrella is broken in, im soaked.

(that was too dramatic)

your always there for me

"whatever tomorrow brings ill,

ill be there, with open arms

and open eyes"-incubus

(reblogged from the tumblr blog thedalailomo)

there are still links

that have not been broken

for if they will

a sacrifice

i want to be cut free

as a bird releases feathers that will drag it down

i want to reach higher heights

i want to straddle the stratosphere

im jumping the gun.

i dont care.

subliminal?

these things we find

today was my interview..i guess we will see if i made it or not..

(i honestly dont think i did)

but looking at the people that were coming in..

its like "do i have to be unprofessional to get a job?"

i dont understand...

anyways

on later news i gotta start trying to venture out my photography.

i have gotten alot of conformation about it..

so maybe thats at least ONE of my niches.

At least i wanna believe that..

Shaaabang~

its a funny thing to realize that things your sought after may not be exactly what you need-the reason why you haven't received it by now. And chances are if you keep trying for something and find yourself tirelessly treading after it...maybe its not meant to be. As human beings we are designed and as of late, our society has taught us to be extreme "self-gratifiers"

i've grown tired of alot of things.

hopefully your not one of them.

but everyday your tugging on more rope for your noose

and eventually things will be cut short.